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eleven eleven

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here in penny land there is no sand no planes or trains no boats or ceiling fans no people to form a band but my banjo comes in handy when penny land gets so lonely from time to time but still i’m glad im not on a dime cuz the color of copper makes me scream with glee after all there’s no place i’d rather be on the face of a penny from 83 there’s a itty bitty house no one can see at the tip of the nose of honest abe there’s a tiny boy girl and she is he is me well she drives a copper car and he goes real far to the tail side cuz there’s room to park and he works her shiny job at the lincoln memorial making copper smoothies til his belly’s full i’m a boy girl in a copper world you’re a boy girl boy boy girl girl no boy girl boy no girl we all just girl girl boy girl girl
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ms. mayor 03:02
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i feel i’m laying upon a plush bed of flowers when i feel your power take control of me i could be your toy for hours matter fact i think about it in the shower choking on the steam let the next episode play we won’t be watching anyway ive been aching to be pushed around like this all god damn day so grab me by the throat and take this stupid lustful haze away you’re a dog man let me be your prey i’m a little bunny won’t you look at me i could bring you honey be your bumble bee i know i look funny please just hear my plea ill let you do anything you want to me getting hot and heavy all alone and so i grab my phone and test you asking if you want to meet find the fastest speedcore song i know and so i’ll send it over and i’ll beg for you to fuck me to the beat throw me on the bed i promise i’m not going anywhere tonight i’m meeting god i swear with shaking fistfuls of your hair and when i see him i’ll stick out my hand and say man put her there you made an angel i can’t help but stare i could be your bunny tangled in your sheets wont you put it in me i wanna feel your heat this music is so funky and you look so sweet oh i’ll let you do anything you want to me i’m a little bunny won’t you look at me i could bring you honey be your bumble bee i know i look funny please just hear my plea ill let you do anything you want to me
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look below the depths of everything you know just pull it all apart and see there’s nothing more to be than yourself but you’re still going to hell satans got your back in the body of the big man up stairs even if he ever really cared he kicked your chair out from you when you tied the rope around your neck and you begged him but satan’s got your back wars will rage, starving by wage theft don’t let the good ol boys corrupt your communist mindset death to greed and so we bleed for what’s right just fight til we die in the name of satan so tell me now which side do you wanna chose the one who pulled the noose or the goat man who freed you from an unfulfilling life of protestant expectations when in the end we’re all bound for eternal damnation and i have nothing more left to say but you can pick any day
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good lady 01:35
every sunday as i step into the holy house of god i find a flickering fire deep inside my belly as the choir sings i know my fate and how i urge the coming date oh kingdom come oh may the children play and may no harm come to them and may the bears and foxes sneak right past my chicken pen and as i lay my head to sleep oh lord my soul is yours to keep in your light above though i sometimes fear the beast will find me drain me of my purity i recall conversations i’ve had with angels and ms mary and i know that your glow will save me i shall not retreat or taste defeat i shall not succumb i know the fruit my body comes from when it finally comes my turn to meet the end you’ll see in the eyes of god i’m surely a good lady as i do not swear and hide my hair from men who may try to tempt me all the scripture i’ve read down by the old willow tree im a good lady good lady pure lady righteous and a true lady
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i could turn your rags to riches turn your hunger pains to fishes mamas serving four courses tonight my dear brother no longer views me as a parasite they knew i was lying riches point to thieves all the cabs im driving gold coins turn to grief before i lose every thing i own beaten up my blood will paint the snow i want to show how far by love can go though i have nothing i’ll preserve your glow no longer eating grapes in the winter i assure you dear you won’t be growing thinner all that’s mine first is yours to take not to give you all i have would be my gravest mistake winona window look out your window ill build a window look out your window i build your window knee deep in the snow wherever we go etc
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molly 02:47
i guess that i should be just more like molly let my journeys find me, make my coffee unsweet cause when your life is full of maps and boundaries thrill is taken out of everything oh i should just be more like molly and she don’t know where she wanna go but she sure hopes and prays to god it doesn’t snow cuz the pressure in her tires is always low where the gauge i let her borrow went o she don’t know but she really really really needs to get away from baltimore so randomly she’s absent every other day she’ll climb the tallest hills in west virginia come back down and say when i die eternally upon that hill is where i’ll lay i don’t want to stay at bay inside the city please oh surround me with pretty pretty bovines fine wines wildflowers bees bugs weeds and grains before i start to go insane and fulfill my duty as a woman o i wanna b jus like molly don’t know if i could be a bit more like molly dead into the morning but she keeps on going for when she sleeps she doesn’t even get a wink runs only on caffeinated drinks i don’t know if i could be molly i wish that i could be just more like molly find myself just drowning in corduroy to my feet cuz she’s got twigs entangled in her curly hair woven kittens plastered everywhere oh i wish i could be like molly
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if i marry you tomorrow will you take me straight to bed gently place my head on your feather down heart if you marry me tomorrow and we become newly weds i’ll kiss you on your head every day until we’re dead cause the good lord said so well dance this holy monogamous tango i’m your property and you’re my provider till we’re both eternally tired so every night i’ll set the table and we’ll bless our daily bread oh i’ll make sure you’re fed and stay well rested drawing and erasing curtains for the light that will be shed into our little nestly domicile until i find you to be vile and realize i don’t want to bear your child let you hit me in the name of His gile and drink until i’m covered in bile and when you come home in the evening you can take me to the shed pump me full of lead kiss the walls with red when you realize what you’ve done you’ll stick the barrel to your head and blow one last kiss for me
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one by one 04:36
i’ll leash up the dogs and take them outside one by one i’ll fumble with the buttons up my shirt now one by one i’ll behead the bunnies in my basement one by one i’ll prepare their bodies for my dinner one by one i’ll return my overdue books one by one by one i will say goodnight to my friends one by one by one i will flip my eggs perfectly one by one by one i’ll conquer the days of the week one by one by one i will count my prayers one by one by one by one i will punch in punch out one by one by one by one i’ll blow out the candles one by one by one by one i’ll save up my pennies one by one by one by one the ants go marching one by one by one by one by one i count the train cars one by one by one by one by one i flip the pages one by one by one by one by one i kiss your freckles one by one by one by one by one the seconds one by one by one by one by one by one the minutes one by one by one by one by one by one the hours one by one by one by one by one by one the decades one by one by one by one by one by one oh one by one by one by one by one by one by one
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fibers of my old rug tangled with a mess of melted candle wax and im not responsible for i keep my matches in a coat by my front door keep your core together ill keep all my essential essences oh god, whats happening to me my veins have started unravelling instead of the faint maps that travelled through my wrists that taught me how to stop dragging my feet and who held me when i was pried open like a leg from a crab now there is nothing but space for tombs for brand new transit systems and oh babe, it aint no lie just bury me out by the tracks so i can hear old number 9 as she goes rolling by
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vestapilled 04:05
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g 02:12
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patrick 01:55
will patrick be at work tomorrow please tell me it’s so if patrick won’t be there tomorrow i don’t wanna go oh i love my curly haired puppy dog best friend get up in the morning hauling ass to go see him if patrick ain’t even there tomorrow i don’t wanna go nobody in the world will greet me so lovely like my patrick does i love him and he’s crazy bout me we’re the best of buds when it’s time to take a nap he jumps right into my lap and we start to drift away just dream away the day nobody in the world could even ever never know me like my patrick does who’s the best boy in the whole wide world oh his name is patrick cutest little nose and floppy woppy ears with curly hair so thick and the reason i get up is to go and see my pup when i’m having a bad day patty makes it all okay if patrick won’t be there tomorrow i don’t wanna go
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blue 05:06
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what is there to do if you’re under the age of 31 and starting a family with your high school sweetheart i’ve wandered those streets all my life and cant find anything but transphobes who use my dead name as a paper board for darts smith street diner closed down and they took out your house too ive watched everything that matters at all in this town just fall apart a grim history of bigotry and massacre but they still consider it a hub for high culture and the performing arts i don’t want to go home to greensboro ever again i don’t want to go home to greensboro ever again i had nothing to gain but twenty years of pain i fully went insane the triad is so fucking lame and so i changed my name gathered all my things and then i took the train up north never to return again if i have to go back i’ll paint the fucking wall with my own brain no i don’t want to go home to greensboro ever again
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under assault of summertime will you wait for me the sweet kiss of springtime will you wait for mine seasons are barriers and times will get scarier but wait i’ll wait while i smother all sounds of life i’ll amplify u and i’ll justify you your hairs silvering so pretty and my white coat for you will hold you through the bitter gnashing of teeth so cold will it frighten you can we make it through and over the pond my layers so close to gone will we crack right through your lips turning blue though your heat my harm me your presence so warming oh permafrost love so solidified let’s wait here for wt least a little while and when the daisies start to bloom well push them from our icy tomb oh before god melts me before i’m daisies please kiss me and tell me i’m your winter baby the days will get longer but i won’t get stronger you know i’ll die again in the springtime
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no other 03:32
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it was november of 1999 holy water swallowed me whole twice yes twice i was baptized but i’ve always been an abomination don’t pay attention to the annotations i focus on the core that will remained stationed forever stoic and unchanging and now i’m turning 23 the years have slipped away from me i have to pummel stone my feet and brush my cigarette stained teeth feed and water my kimchi she’s all ive got that’s close to me go to work and never sleep i’ve got to go bring home the green the world is collapsing around me and not a second left to think now that i’m okay with living can’t stand still in rising seas cuz i never got my degree but how important could that be not one gyno have i seen but how important could that be i never got my degree how important could that be x4 say what you mean mean what you say and he will thank you i’m not that great i’m just okay and i’ll stay that way at the end of the tunnel there’s a brick wall waiting for me so dish out the saucers and clean da grout it’s almost time for tea cause every year on eleven eleven i get six feet closer to the heaven i have rejected all my devil given life i never ever thought by this point i’d still be alive so i take what i can of every honey suckle drop the pleasures come and go you know the pain will never stop cause you know if it’s eleven eleven here comes your face off with god cause every year on eleven eleven uncomfortably nearing even closer to the heaven that holding me close satan warmly warned about if i ever come face to face with god i will cry and shout hell take the sangre out of me oh every fucking drop the pleasures come and go he knows the pain will never stop cause you know if it’s eleven eleven

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released November 11, 2022

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